Crisis

I've been having a hard time since two weeks ago. I hope no one can read this blog except Ms.B because I don't want to explain again what happened. Then why am I writing a blog about this? It's because I still cannot focus on anything but thinking about him. I was having the best time for about 2 months since I started dating him. We were with each other everyday, every time in everywhere. But now, everything is so different; actually the only different thing is he is not here anymore but it means a lot to me. I have to go to same class, on the same way as before, but without him. I have to go to Walmart, the place is just same as before, but I have to go without him. So does all the other things. I'm actually really afraid of more two and half years in this school. I don't know what to do and I don't know what to say when people come up to me and ask me, "How are you?". The good thing is some people really take care of me and worry about me. It helps a lot. One of that people is Ms.B.. thank you so much. 

Smile

Yesterday, I had a hard time to reset my mental. I don't know why but I just felt like, "I don't want to do anything and I don't want anything." I couldn't focus on any homework. Finally, I cried really hard and then my feelings got a little bit better than before; because of yesterday, I've been thinking about purpose of our life ,and the answer was "to be happy". I think if we keep the smile, good luck and happiness follow us naturally. I've found two great quotes about relationship between smile and happiness.
“Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.” ― Thích Nhất Hạnh “I was smiling yesterday,I am smiling today and I will smile tomorrow. Simply because life is too short to cry for anything.” ― Santosh Kalwar, Quote Me Everyday These two quotes tell everything that I want to say.

So, let's keep smile in our face!  

Someone Like You

Today I want to talk about this song, which is my favorite song. This song has been my favorite song for about 3 years, or more than that. When I first heard her voice, I thought she was an old woman singer. But she was not. She was only 21 years old when this song came out. After I realized that, I almost screamed. When I first saw her on the youtube, it gave me a more shocked. She is not skinny, but she has gorgeous face and unbelievable voice. I like all of her songs but specially like this one. I used to like to sang this song simultaneously with the piano. It was really hard to playing and singing at the same time.but it has a great feeling in the song. Adele has her special emotion.
It was my favorite song, It is my favorite song, It will be my favorite song forever. 

Soccer

Yesterday, I had a soccer game against Donelson Christian Academy. Sadly, we lost by 6-1. Our team did a great job, but DCA played really hard. The weather was really hot and hard to focus on the game with that kind of weather. BTW, I want to talk about soccer today. Actually, about my sport life. I used to just watch soccer game on TV. I hadn't play soccer nor softball. But I really liked exercise and work out, even though I didn't have much time to work out. Almost every teenage girl in my hometown didn't want to move, especially they didn't like sports time. I was the only girl who liked to run and worked out at my school. I thought I was a good athlete, but since I have come to America, I have realized that I'm not that good. LoL
Every girl does sport and it was a shocking truth to me. Anyway, sports is one of the reasons I like this school! It keeps me healthy and active. I want to be a key player in soccer, but I'm not that good yet. So I think I have to get stronger and practice all the skills everyday.

School started

  Today is the fifth day of the school as a sophomore. I already got tired of it.
I got back to America on Sunday night and the time was almost 12:00am when I got back to my dorm. I started unpacking stuff that I've brought with me. I brought 3 carriers with me and all of these were more than 50lbs for each. Also I had to unpack all of my boxes that I left at school before I left school for summer vacation. I was so tired and so I just looked up for my uniforms and shower gown. Even I only unpacked important stuffs, it took me a while. I didn't sleep at all that day. On Monday, which was the first day of the school as a sophomore. First, I went to Ms.Akers English 2 class. I felt really nervous and scared of it, but it was really fun and Ms.Akers was an angel. Next, I went Mr.Feldbruggie ( I don't know is this how to spell his name but still,) 's Physics honors class. It was pretty fun. I didn't expect the fun in this class but it was actually ok. Next speech, Algebra2 honors and World history 2. These were OK,  Finally ELL3! I missed Ms.B and all my classmates. I did snapchat with Corrina and Amber during summer but now Tami and Andrey. I missed all of them and this class!

I hope this year going well! Yay