2014년 11월 20일 목요일

Crisis

I've been having a hard time since two weeks ago. I hope no one can read this blog except Ms.B because I don't want to explain again what happened. Then why am I writing a blog about this? It's because I still cannot focus on anything but thinking about him. I was having the best time for about 2 months since I started dating him. We were with each other everyday, every time in everywhere. But now, everything is so different; actually the only different thing is he is not here anymore but it means a lot to me. I have to go to same class, on the same way as before, but without him. I have to go to Walmart, the place is just same as before, but I have to go without him. So does all the other things. I'm actually really afraid of more two and half years in this school. I don't know what to do and I don't know what to say when people come up to me and ask me, "How are you?". The good thing is some people really take care of me and worry about me. It helps a lot. One of that people is Ms.B.. thank you so much.